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Hulk Angry.


I have never walked away pissed off from this job until today, what the fuck? if you don't want to pay for the fucking cab don't tell me to take one... 40$ dollars is 4 fucking hours night pay... i had sit all fucking night without sleep and i am making peanuts for the privilidge? you are goddamn right i am taking a day off i should have had fucking yesterday and today off for my son, this job is not worth the fucking seperation of me from him.... i'm trying to be nice and trying to be polite and bite my toungue and take out frustrations elsewhere but seriously... what the fuck? why the fuck do i have to ask for reimbursement for something i was fucking directed to do so you could have someone there becuase of your minor mistake and misunderstanding... this is twice that there's been a last minute phone call becuase of scheduling. things may change if there is a successful answer on the interview monday... i like the job and i want to see the best I can do accomplished by my clients but there are cracks in the mickey mouse organization and there are reasons that things happen like they did this week... i'm not fucking atlas.. i refuse to allow management to put the weight of the world on my shoulders... ah yeah.. everyone needs a patsy.. forgot, the satanic army should have taught me better to be more guarded... i trust to easily.. kinda like my clients.. which in the long run is most important... fuck office politics, but fuck the cab rides across a city too.

Its just one of those days
When you don't wanna wake up
Everything is fucked
Everybody sux
You don't really know why
But want justify
Rippin' someone's head off
No human contact
And if you interact
Your life is on contract
Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker
It's just one of those days!!

Current Mood: Pissed off and Angry.

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