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Thicker Skin.


One Must develop a thicker skin these days, Nothing seems to go the right way Currently... seems like the Douchebag down in the north end ended up wanting to sell the place after i had the deposit... glad i didn't give it to him. but i have another line on a two bedroom so i'm not so fucking worried seeing how i have plenty of dough in my back pocket at the moment to make a deposit.. and work seems to be stable... i get shifts all the time but it is frustrating to not have an idea of when i'm going to be working until the last minute.. but agian nature of the beast and i am grateful for the job and i know i am doing a good job when i have spent much of the last 72 hours there.. as long as it pays i'm not complaining... in the long run it'll pay off.

Current Mood: Complacent.
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