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Disposable Teens.


There is still something seriously fucked up about priorities but i'm a black angel in a sea of hopelessness. I do not like some of the ethics forced upon me currently and the confusion that surrounds what is correct ethically.. hopefully with patience things will work themselves out but i am not pleased with the way things are and how certian people treat things... but i'm a low level grunt i'm not in a place to make noise unless i really have to. but i am catologing everything i see in my mind and it will make a great chapter for my book, if i ever get around to writing it. the more i think about it the more i know i won't be at this job forever, this is the first day off in 2 weeks and another week and a half to look forward to at work. but then agian this really only step two of a very long journey.. it's not over by a long shot.

Current Mood: Tired.

The more that you fear us
The bigger we get
Dont be surprised when we destroy all of it

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