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Ghosts of Yesterday

One of the things i thought about on thursday wandering around toronto is how much i have changed since the last time I lived in toronto and how then, as now i had little time for anyone to be part of my life because unless they wantede me to be there i wasnt, and now while things are diffrent in this world,i still cant be bothered to chase illusions and dreams and sit around waiting for people who i should have let be gone a long time ago, when all i see is a chance for another new start when i return to toronto it must mean there is fundamentallly something wrong here with my happiness, of course she who should not be named hasnt made it easy for me either, but when i feel id nhave more inner peace at a diffrent job, that comes into play too...

Current Mood: Tired.
If you realize that all things change, there is nothing you will try to hold on to. If you are not afraid of dying, there is nothing you cannot achieve.

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