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Lego Indiana Jones.

...And we are spending our morning playing lego games, we have already tried the demo for lego star wars III, and now hes got himself playing lego indy, and is having fun, im glad that these games are out there because its more of a learning experince by building than playing mindless mario all the time, he likes mario but whatever, when he gets older hell appreicate movies more than the games, did i mention i found lego harry potter for him... hes bugging for lego star wars sets, and star wars vehicles of the regular kind, glqad i have a few good ideas for christmas and his birthday in dec hehehe, he finally discovered the live action stars wars last night and watched episode one... he is so innocent and wonderful, i wish this was every morning, tried to explain that daddy works when he sleeps but he didnt quite understand, but its all good, because it doesnt matter, he just asks question which is awesome, as long as he questions things everything will be alright in this world, even if he does wake daddy up at three am and wants me to stay in his room even tho theres no room on the futon and he pushes me onto the floor because he had a nightmare....

Current Mood:Happy.
Don't wait to make your son a great man - make him a great boy.

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