Lego Indiana Jones.

...And we are spending our morning playing lego games, we have already tried the demo for lego star wars III, and now hes got himself playing lego indy, and is having fun, im glad that these games are out there because its more of a learning experince by building than playing mindless mario all the time, he likes mario but whatever, when he gets older hell appreicate movies more than the games, did i mention i found lego harry potter for him... hes bugging for lego star wars sets, and star wars vehicles of the regular kind, glqad i have a few good ideas for christmas and his birthday in dec hehehe, he finally discovered the live action stars wars last night and watched episode one... he is so innocent and wonderful, i wish this was every morning, tried to explain that daddy works when he sleeps but he didnt quite understand, but its all good, because it doesnt matter, he just asks question which is awesome, as long as he questions things everything will be alright in this world, even if he does wake daddy up at three am and wants me to stay in his room even tho theres no room on the futon and he pushes me onto the floor because he had a nightmare....

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The Laugh Track.

I want you in my life. Don't ever fucking confuse that for needing you in my life. Those two things are mutually exclusive to each other. I'm fine with my life and it's not my freind's and my social life that I'm jealous of. We both made our choices. My life has always been an insane carnival. You were merely an extended chapter. But if you think I'm going to sit at home being sad and depressed and shutting down because your not in my life. Your delusional. Then agian we already know this. If my life is going to be a sad comedy then I'll make it a metal massacre. I'm not sitting around waiting for anyone. The least of all you. I sacrificed enough time on the altar of what might have been. I'm just enjoying the time that we have left. This way if it go out, it's on my own terms. I always told you that my funeral pyre will be a blaze of glory.. I just never told you when. Now I'm gonna live and have adventures. Remain jealous. You know how ...

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Happy birthday. Hope you are happy and enjoying yourself. I like that we are civil and communicating but i also think you need to take some introspective time and decide the next step. I want you to be happy whether or not I am a part of your life. And i am trying very hard to be. Today, this weekend. I just want to talk to you, hear you laugh..maybe even see you smile. Thats all i want. For you to enjoy your day and hear happy Birthday from me and my son. Thats all you need..to know you are loved. Happy Birthday Baby. You are always loved. No matter what. Unconditional.

Bad Man.

I am not a good man, I tell people straight out that I’m not a good person. I know I’m toxic. But I embrace being the villain and being the bad guy. Being feared is better than being loved because at least that way you respect me. When it comes to someone I care about and have a responsibility to, I will always choose them over others fucking bullshit and drama. This isn’t a choice. This is my life. Period. I live it every damn day. I’m not Making any other choices. I will always choose those that I care about over people that are merely in orbit in my life and if you give me a reason to fucking doubt you? I will give u a reason to fucking fear me. I’m just fed up, my world doesn’t need complications. My peace and my piece of mind doesn’t need complications. I have enough of those I struggle against in my personal life. This is the end game, and the end times. I deserve to be fucking happy. No one is getting in the fucking way of that. Period.

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