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Lego Star Wars

Lucas does know how to sell toys to many many generations with his varations on a theme, i find it funny that my son discovered star wars thru lego instead of thru action figures and the movies like me and my nephew, but its all good, hes watched thru both episode one and two this weekend, and he likes them, trying to break him of driving me nuts with cartoons 247 because ill watch live actions movies with him.... theres a reason i lent out most of his cartoons for a while, he needs to discover new stuff, its so cute when he tell me all about his figures and his star wars people... it gets annoying but hes little and i was probaly the same way... i remeber having MOTU and Castle Greyskull when i was his age and i wouldnt shut up about them, and i think mario came that christmas or next, im glad we can share some experinces but my little man is finding his own way in the world and not being defined by either me or his mother, so that way he can be the free spirit he was always meant to be.

Current Mood: Happy.
Current Music: My happy ending, Avril
What was silent in the father speaks in the son, and often I found in the son the unveiled secret of the father.

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