I should not be sitting around afraid to engage someone that trusts me on my home turf because of someone else's mechanations, of course, this being my hometurf it's even more annoying to see former clients that i have to directly advoid because i don't feel like answering questions to them because i don't have any real answers, and even less that i can afford to share with them...I can hardly explain it to myself and other adults how the hell am i going to explain it to them, i seriously think the fucking clock is ticking on living in Hamilton. I am basiclly to the point where i feel that maybe i should move on, but i don't think that is going to happen in a hurry if for nothing else, there is still the fucking fact that i have a nice house and supportive people that i share the house with, i'm just sick of having to deal with all the rest of the extended fucking bullshit... I had a good job, there is no reason i should basicly surviving every day in fucking survival mode and i am not the one to blame for that....Current Mood: Annoyed.
Trust some. Fear the rest.
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