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The Wait.....

My life is just another day and another day of waiting for something in my life to change, I need to do something to break out of this killer and deadly cycle of nothingness, all i seem to do is play the same scenes over in my mind and barely survive on my wits, it's sad when i have 20 bucks to my name and i have to make choices between food or transportation so that i am stuck bored out of my skull in suburbia, I am so frustrated by the current state of things and It's just another long wait until the next stage of my life and a return to normalcy, but sometimes, just like the green mile... that wait is so damn long....

Current Mood: Frustrated.
..great lives are not made through comfort, they are made through adversity.

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