Age of Extinction

This summer is the place for a lot of endings, including both of the things that have been my driving force for the last few years... one has served it's purpose and has been corrupted by greed and the sad fact that i'm not the kind of person that is at all forgiving when you take things from me without payment, esp. when it's me doing all the work and doing all the sacrifice. and the other simply needed to eventually end you can't fight a battle forever, you can however still try to stall using your deceptions all long as you can, go ahead... it gives me more fucking ammunition against you, it's your chess move, your epic fail. it saddens me that their have now been two transformer's movies and god knows how many toys i have sold that my son has never seen with me... the time will return for cool things.. but it's frustrating that certain things have to be the way that they are.. but it is time for everything to end, one way or another.. All battles have served there purpose but there has to be an ending.

Current Mood: Determined.
Current Music:Megadeth - How The Story Ends

I'm a soldier. I'm made for war. Your kind simply... are not.

Poison the wells and scorch the earth, everything slashed and burnt
You may not like it now, but this is how the story ends

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Cowabunga.

Back to the job search i go... not really anything to do right now but play turtles smash up and watch tv so i decided to wander downtown and look for a job. I am feeling really good at the moment and trying to ride this positive feeling as long as it lasts and not let anything get me down. Current Mood: Positive. Perseverance is not a long race; it is many short races one after another.

Fall Of Cybertron III: Where’s Poochie.

It is very easy for me to fade away and just get bored of other people and politics when games are played. I’m not even fucking blinking when someone else who I’ve done things for, constantly for months with no rewards suddenly forgets I exist. That’s real easy for me to fucking deal with. Con politics, games, asshole people that don’t pay there Fuckin promises from day one? Don’t call my number. I stepped away from this shit once on my own. I have no fucking problem doing it again. I feel used and betrayed, but for me it was a Tuesday. I suspect jealousy and politics but I also know when to stick a fork in something when it’s done. I’ve got no interest being around anyone that doesn’t want me involved in there little cliques. I mean this thing was fun but from day one it was political. I don’t need stress and drama in my life. I can hang up my Wizard robe and move the fuck on. I did a great job of it on my own anyways. I don’t look amateur hour like the rest of them. And I no longer

Fuel Injected Suicide Machine.

Pissing me off is never a good fucking option. I have a life and I don’t need to make fucking sacrifices for anyone if I choose not to. I’m getting real fed up with simply being expected to do and arrange things so someone else can have a fucking escape. This is starting to become a fucking pattern in my life. Some I choose to do for, but others, when I’m starting to notice a fucking pattern? I’m gone. I will always be gone. The fact I have yet to step foot in England when I have a secondary place to stay should speak volumes in terms of this freindship and how it’s no longer even. I’m sick of things only being halfway when I’m trying with certain fucking people and I can bail and close ranks and not give a flying fuck about anyone anymore when I’m not being treated with respect esp. given to mine and my brothers financial situation. I don’t mind making sacrifices but I’m still going to make sure that my main fucking priorities are taken care of. I’m not going to pretend to keep th

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