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The War XIV: War Games

Thing's are getting Interesting, nothing like when lies and decepticon are about to blow up in your fucking face, there is a reason i leave things till they actually are needed, why create an issue when there doesn't need to be one, it's much better to choose your moments and make the situation work for you. No more games, No more of any of your excuses and bullshit, there's nothing you can hide behind here, it's going into the final end game and the more games you attempt to play the further you damn yourself, I have no problem's being judged for my behavior and action and my Actions speak for themselves, you don't think when it comes to the school board that both of us have connections to i can't do exactly what is needed? It's not about who I am, it's about what I do and how i go about doing it..I'm not the crazy, paranoid one playing mental mind games, all i seek is the information that is due to me and to be able to protect my son, once agian, once more i am reminded i9t's only about him, and even thru the shadows of confidentiality and the fact that I have to manipulate peices on a legal chess board once agian i am able to find that your web of shadows is crumbling, and your darkness will not keep, it's about the light that is a part of both of our lives... A light not matter how you try the part that is me will always be a part of me, No matter what, am not afraid of anyone, not a school, Not you, Not the system, I have no problem standing up to all of you for final victory, for it's only about him, and his best intrests, and sadly I do not think you have ever had that in consideration, the days are ticking down and you're end game is coming...the war will end, things will be set right... it's never been about you and me and it never will be...

Current Mood: Determined.
Current Music: This is war, Anti Nowhere League.
The true soldier fights not because he hates what is in front of him, but because he loves what is behind him.

There was no honor in war, less in killing, and none in dying. But there was true dignity in how men comported themselves in battle. And there was always honor to be found in standing for a just cause and defending the defenseless.

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