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Till All Are Gone XVI: The Albatross IV

A person's true character lies somewhere until after you might have pressed the wrong button without knowing, then you'll realize that there are dogs in human form.

In prosperity, our friends know us. In adversity, we know our friends

It's amazing how little trust I have in certain freinds and how little there word means to me, the last thing I ever should have done in this world is ever trust anyone who has a fucking interest in this stupid plastic crap. They are selfish people with self entitlement issues that I think try to walk over others because they can. I'm sick of hearing tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow. Money is fucking owed and I need to not be waiting for the last moment to get it, sick of the lack of fucking respect from some of these asshats in which it's my problem that I haven't been paid. It's getting fucking absurd to ridiculous levels and I have better fucking things to do with my life than to chase immature assholes that collect action figures. I have real battles to fight and I have real world issues. I shouldn't be dealing with these people on the level I am. Part of it's my own fault, I trusted people to be good to their world. That's not a mistake I'll be making agian. Are you fucking kidding me that you can make a pity payment and think that I'll just tuck my tail between my legs and say thank you? Fuck this bullshit, it's assholes like you that are the reAson I am walking away from this whole toy deal, I'm fed up and it's simply just limping along until it's all done and gone, I'm just sick of other people taking advantage of me, I've had enough of it in my fucking personal life, I shouldn't be dealing with it over stuff that someone else wants. I'm sick of these fuckers backstabbing and playing politics, it's time to be done, it's enough, I will walk away and keep whatever's left for myself, this bullshit is ridiculous. There is no fucking reason to expect any fucking loyalty from these jackasses because all they want to do is take advantage, I'm sick of chasing people for this stupid plastic crap. I'm done. One last show, one last blow out, then, whatever I want I keep, a nice memory but I'm going to completely forget most of these asshats that are detrimental to my life, it's no longer worth the effort to give a fucking damn. i have real world bullshit and drama thats' coming to a head this week and i dont have time right now to deal with this bullshit, especially from a supposed friend, Shit Like this is why I walk away, Shit like this and that faggot theif from last year is why this shit isn't important.. I'm sick of it... I have a real battle to fight, and I'll focus on that period.

Current Mood: Pissed off
Current Music: LACUNA COIL - Enjoy the Silence

Never throw the first punch. If you have to throw the second, try to make sure they don't get up for a third.

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