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Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

I know where my heart lies, and what the only Priority in my life right now is. it doesn't matter whats going on otherwise, I know where I should be and I'm frustrated that I'm not and it's difficult to get there, but i'm going anyways. i just need to figure out how. I am at peace and i am not going to lose that person that gives me that peace. i am finally happy and in love with someone unconditionally, and i want to keep that for as long as i can. i Don't need to fight for it but i need to be there, You means everything right now. You've been there for me in my darkest hours. It's time to return that favor. i will always be there no matter what.

I love you.

Current Mood: Sad.
Current Music: Filter - Take a Picture

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

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