I am losing minor patience with my assigned current role in this life. I mean I can do epic shit, but it is quickly forgotten and honestly that’s not the simplest life for me anymore. I liked when things were status quo but when expectation has exceeded reality it is time for me to consider what the fuck the next step is.
I always thought I would end up somewhere different instead of spinning my heels in the same damn pattern. But fuck it. I’ll just follow along until there is a major life change
Once again. God knows I’ll eventually chose one.
I can’t continue to lose my mind after we do things and depend on others to carry the freight of our lives the way it seems of late that has been happening. It’s supposed to be nice epic moments instead of simply survival.
I thought I had outgrown this.
Whatever this becomes something needs to change. I am becoming hardly functional and sacrificing too much before I even get paid. I need sone freedom for things in my life.
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