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The Return.



It’s been a long time coming for this return to the place everything started with the con stuff. And the fact I am doing it with my best international friend that I’ve known over 20 years makes today so much sweeter. 

It may be dumbledores last dance. It might not be. But to leave it ten years ago and come back a legend? Yeah. This is the way to go out. 

No more anger about the costume, no more sadness or stress, no more con politics . Just one more day where I can be me. Where I can have fun being me. That’s it. That’s all I need to be.


No more pretending that I work well with others. I don’t. But I’m good with this cosplay all on my own. It’s fun, people like it. And if it’s time to be done I left it the same as I came into it. On my own terms. This is where it began, it’s fitting that this is where it ends. 


Im happy and today will be a good day once we get there. 


Current Mood: Happy. 

Current Music: bottom feeder, parkway drive.

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