Nikk's Blog of doom!!!

any time a light of fresh air comes into the world and provides me with hope a shitstorms seems to follow it.. i guess my luck couldn't hold out... the thing i was hoping for today to change my life for the better is a pipe dream, feels like i'm baning my head agianst a glass ceiling that wants to remain at the current station of my life... current mood: frustration.

another interesting night in hess village... i don't understand the mentality in this city, of course then again it is quite possible that i have evolved away from that mentality and mature.. who the fuck knows... growing up is hard to do when everyone you know has been left behind. Current Mood: Pissed Off Current Music: Bullet with Butterfly wings, Smashing Pumpkins.

having a good feeling about today's interview and have another one coming up. maybe things are improving. hopefully by the end of the year i can get employment shit organized, last year was the resolvement of the personal, this year is the positivety towards employment. maybe things will turn around, they are already looking up. Current Mood: positive Current Music: 8 easy steps, Alanis Morrisette.

thanks to a phone call things may be improving. Current Mood: Better. Current Music: Rock and Roll Rebel, Ozzy Fucking Osbourne.

nothing is more frusrtating as playing the social services lottery. gotta love this city. At least the Job situation is improving. 2 interviews this week, another one next week. Current mood: frustrated by the situation. Current Music: Spineless, Alanis Morisette.

i love father's day. pizza and hanging out in montebello park were the highlight of my week. he is so cute when he wants to be, did i mention my little ego learned how to sing Hello Goodbye by the beatles this weekend? he is also mucho impressed by his new room in his new house. and there is nothing like watching something his grandfather and I Both grew up on... he loves the flintstones natch. so happy right now it's like i'm blessed. Current Mood: Bleesed. Current Music: Miracle Man, OZZY.

sitting around in st. catherines waiting for a pickup, why is it cold in Hamilton but warm as hell here, did i mention i signed off on the new aparment today? and a shitload of job interviews next week or so... things are improving slowly... Current Mood: Happy Current Music: Flight of the Phoenix, Final Stage. http://www.finalstage.ca/media/phoenix160.mp3