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Jeckle & Hyde


It's amazing how one person with a careless and negative attitude and energy can drain 24 hours of positiveity from a person... i had an amazing shift only to have it taken away from me as i was walking out the door by the actions of others. It's not a surprise anymore to me why i dread working with this person. i don't feel respected or appreciated by this person and i don't understand why? of course then agian i don't go out of my way to be freindly to him either. i may have scored a brownie point with my actions on the way out the door however... one thing to remeber... emphasize the TEAM. it's just don't like seeing a dark cloud ruining mine and others mornings.. I can understand the way things are with the attitudes swirling the bowl around me.. and anger and frustrations are only effective in the heat of the moment.. much better to let people that are in charge know how you feel and what you are dealing with.

Current Mood: Hot.

The majority of men meet with failure because of their lack of persistence in creating new plans to take the place of those which fail.

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