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Positive Attitude.


So even tho personal bullshit is still bothering I am feeling very comfortable and secure with my employment, it looks like I am returning to a 40 hour regular week and it accomadates my schedule, What i thought at first may have been a demotion is actually looking like a very interesting promotion, the fact that these kids are a little older I think is maximizing my potentional as I am more used to dealing with latency and street involved age kids anyways, instead of institionilized tweens. As long as I remain confident and open to these older kids issues and needs I think i will be fine.. it does help that I have a positive attitude and why I am lucky enough to have advoided confrontation so far, I am confident i willl be able to handle any major issues.. the lack of the infighting and the politics helps at this house as well, Childern esp. children in care can sense when someone doesn't like another person and/or is talking behind their backs.

Current Mood: Positive.
All of life is a journey; which paths we take, what we look back on, and what we look forward to is up to us. We determine our destination, what kind of road we will take to get there, and how happy we are when we get there.

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