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Generation One.

I am really enjoying the fact that this year it seems that even tho ive been sick and mean and nasty lately, the whole year on the whole is good, im not angry and im not living day to day, as much as the whole job thing isnt optimal and isnt where id like to be at this point at my career it is where i am, and it doesnt affect my responsibilities as a Dad which at this point in time is more important just like it always should be, yes i have my distractions but in the long time its saturday night and im hanging out at home and hes fast asleep and im just watching tv hanging out, its better to be who i am and do thins according to my judgement about what is right and wrong rather than tryin to reach for a reality that doesnt exist, when hes happy just haning out with me and i make enough money to buy us both nice things and keep us fed and have stuff to do on weekends thats all he needs, time with daddy, sometimes with freinds, but always with daddy.

Current Mood: Love.
I'm a soldier. I'm made for war. Your kind simply... are not.

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