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I don't want to go home.

i really need to make some decisions based on what is the possible situion for my son, it is probaly healther for us to elsewhere than hamilton becuase other places he has a really close freind and he is extremely happy being a role model for her and showing her how to do stuff, I am more refreshed from a weekend here than i have been in a long time from time off from work, all the stress melts away when I am away, it's possible that their are jobs up here and sharing a house might make more sense than paying thru the nose for a basement apartment, the kids are so happy together and chasitity's daughter is so cute and so attached to my little man it's awesome.. I really gotta decide the next stage in my and his lifes because i would rather he have someone around to grow up with than an assortment of kids in the neighboorhood he really can't get to know becuase he's only there a few days a week. I have had a lot of fun here and we haven't done much but just sit around and let the kids play.

Current Mood: Happy.
Old men can make war, but it is children who will make history.

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