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ASYLUM III

Its getting fucking insane at work when none of us are fucking happy as staff and one of the little nimrods is running around all night exposing himself, i mean we need to crack down on shit klike this before one of the fucking atff ends up assaulated, these kids cant think that this kind of behavior is acceptable, of course seeing how theres no routine or contuinity of care between staff members and little to no communication because if we had communication we might end up having a fucking union and actually standing up for our rights, but that would mean they would have to pay us more, these kids are going to end up on the streets or worse, probaly in jail or a mental instition and its not like anyone cares, we just warehouse em till the next step, i think last night staying up till 6 am i reached a brand new breaking point, its time to get agreesive about my goals in life and start planning the move on.

Current Mood: Frustrated.
The real joke is your stubborn, bone deep conviction that somehow, somewhere, all of this makes sense! That's what cracks me up each time!

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