Today is going to be a long day that will strain my already infinitely small patience level to the brink... all i see and feel right now is anger and apathy, I just have to sit and wait and see what the next chess move is going to be.... i want to smash the board and change the rules but i know if i let myself be affected it is counterproductive and as long as i stay positive and think of him and the fact that one day, at the end of this.. there will be an ending... that is enough to keep my demons and and the angry and psychotic side of my dark personality at bay... it's better to keep my darkness under control lest someone use it to prove that I am whatever she says I am....Current Mood: Determined.
When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could not hold on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn.
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