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Fake Friends.

I am getting a little sick of being judged and losing so called long time friends because I don't always agree with them or their lifestyles or personalities, I have something more important to protect than being the drunk asshole on the corner playing guitar these days. if i don't agree with your lifestyle, behaviors or actions I am going to mention something about, Esp. if that particular behavior Involves me or someone around me... or could cause drama or harm to that person around me... everyone makes their own decisions in this life, but when you affect others sometimes you have to be pushed to the wayside.. for the friends that have left because you can't handle me that's fine too.. i'm the same person i ever was, and I won't change.. you either like me or you don't.. accept me for who i am and what i stand for unconditionally or fuck off.. I'm not going to change to please anyone, I just get darker and angrier the more people i see who say they are my friends and support me but when the going get's tough.. they just get going.. like cowards.... I may be many things.. I am not a coward... and this is a war I'm fighting... Stand behind me or stand Aside your choice. Just don't lie about it.

Current Mood: Annoyed.
War is a poor chisel to carve out tomorrow.

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