It's time to be proactive in my life and move onto the next fucking step in my life, I can't allow all the apathy i currently feel to stall me, I need to feel the fire and the anger and be exactly who i need to be and be angry... that's the fuel, allowing myself to be at peace and letting things like days pass me by because i'm powerless at the current moment is a fools errand, it's time to be the warrior i always am and take the battle to them, it's time to fight, it's time to make people feel the heat from the fire as it burns them, I can't just sit and wait and hope things will improve... it's time to end this. this is my battle and my battle alone and I must fight it to my dying day, it's not my soul on the line and I am not the victim here, I feel the pain but so does he and that's what's important, that's what needs to be remebered i can sit all day and feel remorseful and dark and not do anything or i can use that darkness, that energy that fire, I can use it and i can rise up and i can fucking fight, I can survive and I can win, that's exactly the person i need to be right now, it is much to easy for me to be to be distracted and let things stay as they are because right now things are doing ok, in my opinion that's bullshit, juts because i've accepted a certian status quo in my life currently doesn't mean that I'm not hungry, that i don't have a fire in my fucking belly... I have always been a better person when i've been angry, when i've had rage... when i've had to fight it's made me stronger, Never forgot that. and i've been fighting for longer than i remeber.
Current Mood: Angry, Determined.
"Attack" is the only order worth remembering.
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