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The Punk Show.



Sometimes I just do things to have fun.

It’s not her or any other female I’ll be missing at the circle jerks show tonight. It’ll be my buddy Ben who hung out with me when I had nothing and never asked for a damn thing in return. I wish I had some sake to offer you bro. I wish you were here with me, I’d have found a way to get you to both the Toronto and the Detroit shows. As I was offered tickets to both.


Shit like this are the things I miss most sometimes. Sure I have my friends still that are around but I could call you up any day of the week and say let’s go to a punk show and you’d be down. I’m gonna pour a beer out in your memory in front of the show tonight Benny boy.


You haven’t been forgotten. I wish you were going to the punk show with me tonight. It’s the first one I’ve gone to since you passed.


Something will be missing. Oh wait, it’s you’re big fat ass.


I miss you Ben.

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