I am that child. I am the biological son of darkness. I’m not sad he’s dead and gone. But the sons of the father should never have been bestowed on the son and I’ll be dammed if my son is painted with the same brush from a betrayer in his own maternal side of the family. I don’t mind going down. It’s part of my life. I fall, I rise I rebuild. I’m a fucking Phoenix, just ask my patronus. But he deserved better. He deserves better. I’ll spend the rest of my life playing this game with his mother if I have to do one day he has better.
But I’ll be damned if I let any one esp a family Member demean or destroy him. There are very few things in this world I will fall upon my sword for. Much less multiple times. This is one of them. I don’t mind being destroyed. I always come back better. Harder.
You might have destroyed her. I know all of this played a part in destroying me agian and agian. I will not let my darkness and the darkness in that family tree destroy him. I’ll go out in a blaze of bloody Fucking gory revenge first. With a smile on my face.
No one hurts her. No one gets to hurt my son. Not anymore. They deserve peace after all they have been thru. They deserve better.
Even if that better isn’t me.
That being said, I deserve to be treated better. I always have. I didn’t do anything wrong and I tried to do the right thing by you and as a single father. I was just dealt a bad hand in life.
I laid down my weapons agianst you a long time. I’m not going back to that war. But I didn’t do for you. Never for you.
I did it for him. I didn’t want the never ending war my life was. He deserves better.
Current Music: Crimfall, it’s a long road.
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