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Final Massacre


I am having fun on my life and there is nothing needed in my life except the things I am working on both within and without. The fact I am almost 50 doing awesome and crazy things like jumping off stage with one of my favorite bands says it all. I spent way too much time in my life caring what others thought. I'm way more cooler and way more at peace doing my own thing. If I find some added peace soon so be it, but I'm good with things the way they are.


I'm gonna live a good life, it will be one you can base a movie on. I'm gonna keep doing things and amusing myself as.creating epic moments.


That's where I stand with everyone and everything in this life. I'd like certain people at my side but I'm also good with the people that are and I'm always gonna have with it.


Why else would I want to live this life. I'm middle aged and crazy and I plan on staying that way. I'm happier than I've been in year and more importantly more at peace. Nothing will ever change that.

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