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Bob Le Builder


Pretty impressed by the fact my son can sing the bob the builder song in another laungage and that he has been a very good boy today even tho the heat was getting to me and we did not sleep much last night, does'nt affect him he's a happy kid.... he'll just go to bed warlier for me tonight trying to wear him out.. Mom gave us an extra day and me and her had a good talk about his interests.. he is going to go to american idol camp at the end of the summer at the rec centre I just have to figure out the finaces and If i am working, I will probaly take that week off of work if i am back to work. We have had a great week and he is so creative... singing, dancing, his little imaginary worlds where he is always getting me to join in, it's pretty awesome his little world and I am so lucky to be able to live in it.

Current Mood: Happy
Children will not remember you for the material things you provided but for the feeling that you cherished them.

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