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Money can't buy everything, you can't eat it, and you can't be buried with it, it's nice to be back to work but I am hoping this time it doesn't just become about trying to keep a roof over my head agian in an endless persuit of survival, i don't want to go into debt even more so than I am because i am trying to have a good influnence on people at my employment, i hope that this job or this carreer one day becomes a sustainable income instead of a joke part time once agian whioh it had became in the waning months of the spring. but of course i just have to let everything continue in the anarchist paths that the have been evolving. I just need to make sure i don't end up broken and forgotten this time. It's not like I don't have options it's just this time they need to be persued more vigorusly. it's time to continue to make sure i have a paprachute and better options the next time i get kicked to the curb, it's time to make sure i have a secure future for me and my own. it's time to push back instead of letting the world push me down.

Current Mood: Determined.
Current Music: How The Gods Kill, Danzig
If you want to feel rich, just count the things you have that money can't buy

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