I am not going to let anyone Intimidate me especially this late in the game, I'm the intimidating one not anyone else, maybe some of the people that have crossed me in this life and the corrupt civil servants who took there time not investigating shit should try not to attempt to intimidate me, even if i was sitting in a padded room with the cuffs on, i would not be intimidated, i know who i am and what I am, and that's something nobody can take away from me... there's a reality out there that people have created and it's not the truth, but then again, who ever said you needed the truth to condemn a man, i am a student of history after all... it's funny that the minute i start making changes in life by some coincidence the phone rings, wonder what will happen when this is back in court....I'm sick of people trying to manipulate my life, people that don't know me.. it all comes down to the one person who i thought knew me but really all she wanted was whatever i couldn't give her... that's the ultimate manipulation, I'm tired of playing her game, I'm too old for all of this shit. i should not have had my childhood manipulated into something they can use against me at age 35. it doesn't seem to matter anything I've done past the fact that i was damaged goods as a kid, and therefore by extension I'm still damaged goods creating more damaged goods. The easier way out back in Windsor should have been the decision but i could never have made that fucking decision and she knows it... i wonder if this was the plan all along.. to destroy me... I am seriously at this point thinking of turning my back on my life and starting anew, Windsor, Vancouver and parts of England are all options... but then again there is the whole thing of I'm not going to run, i might go afterward, but as long as there is a battle to be fought and a fight to be embroiled in I'm going to be in the thick of it, Only guilty men run.
Current Mood: Angry.
Beware the person who has nothing to lose.
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