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Fuck the Goverment.

I am getting really fucking fed up with the government In this country, every agency seems to have contradictory rules and regulations that they fuck people up with, there is a reason that people cannot escape poverty in this province because it's a system of keeping people down, under their thumbs.... their is no escape... I have seen this professionally and personally and it sucks.... their is no place for anyone in this world except for the chosen elite and I am sick of it.. I can go from sad to happy about my circumstances in life in the period of a few fucking minutes and that's not fair because i know the rules.. and the truth is... i will fight for what i have to.. for what i believe but it is getting so damned hard to when i know their are easier options. it's a pen stroke and one petty idiots pen stroke that affects those decisions... it's not like could be any worse... I've already had my life, my heart and career destroyed by one petty, vindictive person.

Current Mood: Pissed Off.
Man tells his aspiration in his God; but in his demon he shows his depth of experience.

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