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Noble Demons.

There is currently time to focus on the future and start making changes in my life... somewhat forcefully i have been forced to confront the next move and deal with what must come next in my life, There are options I just need to decide what those options are, Today I made a huge decision and a Huge move forward in getting my police clerance so some of the lingering questions that remain can be resolved, I intend to go back to work and deal with my life.. I may advoid certain sectors till this is all said and done but you know what I'd rather be an Noble Demon working with populations i can help than Be sitting at home Drowning In apathy, Waiting...

Current Mood: Determined.
I have maintained an extreme level of anger and solitude over periods of my life...And in doing so I've developed into a devil...So in order to know me is to accept an angelic demon.


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