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The Villian....

Heroes don't exist. And if they did, I wouldn't be one of them.

What's the point of being a hero when everyone thinks you're a villain?


We’re happier when the assholes are villains

I'd rather have my darkness on display than claim to be in the light,I have never had a problem playing the villain even when I haven't been one. It's always easier to be the bad guy, because often being the angry bad ass exposes people for what they truly are.. I can stand stoic with my teeth clenched, growling while someone who is a weaker person than i am can and will prove that she herself is a much more pathetic person than I ever will be. My darkness, my blood, my sweat, my tears are always on display, I've lived a hard life and it hasn't always been fun.. there's no denying that... I wanted better for him, not another generation of tragedy, not another little boy growing up in your twisted fairy tale...it was supposed to be so much better than this...I never wanted my fucking experiences to repeat themselves... This has and always will be at your hand, your doing... If I'm the villain in your twisted fucking reality, you're fractured fucking fairytale, SO be it.. Not all villains are weak, in fact most of them are very strong... some of them believe heart and soul in the cause they are fighting for even if they are wrong, As long as i have a sort of fragile honor I will always be that, Something better than you, and Regardless If i have to be the bad guy, the darkness, the evil, I'm not wrong... the best villains are the ones with no compromise, the ones that will never back down, the ones that have No fear, the ones that will defy the world for the things they want, Does that sound familiar? because I'm still sitting here, Lex Luthor, the Joker, Doctor Fucking Doom, I'm still standing, If I'm the bad guy, if I'm the Villain, That makes you something Worse.

Current Mood: Determined.
Current Music: NIGHTWISH, Bye Bye Beautiful

In the world of so-called villains, what we need is not another hero. What we need is to stop the influx of people who dress themselves as menaces and proceed to harm others

Most have been forgotten. Most deserve to be forgotten. The heroes will always be remembered. The best. The best and the worst. And a few who were a bit of both.

We are all entitled to make mistakes, but what separates a hero from a villain is how we learn from those mistakes. A villain will see his past as a weakness to be erased. A hero will see his past as experience, to be acknowledged and incorporated into the present.

Whenever you take on playing a villain, he has to cease to be a villain to you. If you judge this man by his time, he's doing very little wrong.

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