This was the perfect way to end the holiday season and start a new year off on the right foot, being around most of my loved ones new and old celebrating a Christmas dinner was awesome, only one thing was missing and that will be dealt with in the coming year regardless of outcome... but it hurt a lot less sitting down with my parents for dinner this year, the only thing that scares me is the fact that it was too easy this year and i am actually happy, even tho i miss him terribly, It was a better Christmas emotionally than i have had in years and i know that other people haven't had a year the same as me, and while there are still many x factors and my life isn't perfect at times I am a lot happier than I was a year or two ago, it's a good feeling... now to complete the puzzle so next Christmas there isn't someone still missing at the dinner table.
Current Mood: Happy
Current Music: Type O Negative - Red Water (Christmas Mourning)
My idea of Christmas, whether old-fashioned or modern, is very simple: loving others. Come to think of it, why do we have to wait for Christmas to do that?
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