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..Till All Are Gone XXI: The Last Nail In The Coffin.

Evil isn’t the real threat to the world. Stupid is just as destructive as Evil, maybe more so, and it’s a hell of a lot more common. What we really need is a crusade against Stupid. That might actually make a difference.

No Surprise than another over entitled Man child has managed to piss me off today, for all my other complaints and bitches about walking away from this bullshit transformer things is dealing with this kids who think that they deserve everything placed at their feet, they are worse than the children I am responsible for, I've been ripped off once, I don't think that anyone is going to intimidate me into doing anything, it's time for me to stick to my fucking guns and make this a memory for once and for all.. it's been a year, it's beyond time for this shit to be done... let it crumble into rust...I left with my feet up, I don't have to deal with these punks anymore... I can find something else to do with my life... it's no longer needed... and what the hell have i truly gained from all this shit in the last 4 years? not a hell of a lot, it paid bills and was a fucking distraction, But it's time to be in the real world and not one of these over entitled man children whose lives revolve around this plastic Crap, it's never been that for me.. no reason for it to become that now.. i have better things to do with my life. I have goals to accomplish, Wars to fight, And I need to Find Something Else to do. I've long since had enough, it's time to put up the glass shelves and have this a cool memory for me and some interesting shit for my kid when he gets home.. Nothing more. I'm sick of dealing with people with entiltlement issues.. at least in my real job it comes with the territory, with this crap it's nothing more than a joke and makes people look pathetic... that will never be me.. I'm sick of the politics and the game playing,if you're not mature enough to act like a man in response to me I'll respond in kind, agian at least in a real job, I expect to be stabbed in the back, this thing whether you want money or you want something that I have i'm not about to bother being patient enough to care, I'll go back to the real world and find a real job if i want to constantly Feel a knife in the back, at least there It is expected. But this thing is done. I Was done last year and Left for good in a successful blaze of glory, No reason to revisit it now... No reason to deal with these fuckin people anymore. I'm Done.

Current Mood: Pissed Off
Current Music: Jon Bon Jovi - Blaze Of Glory

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind

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