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The War LIII: Not An End.

Sometimes, if your opponent is determined to win the battle, let him win the wrong battle.

It's not over and it will never be fucking over... all that today has done has bought you more time for your supposed fucking witnesses, I have seen thru you you and i know where the end game is.. I cannot believe I allowed myself at all to feel any sympathy for you at all.. what a pathetic fucking joke... I already know what you're going to do long before you do it.. I know how to play this fucking chess game four moves ahead of you, today was unexpected but predictable.. and what happens next, at both ends is also predictable.. but it's going to be about you, this might have been a minor victory but it solves nothing and it's merely the fact that it's more manipulation for time and the fact you have been judge shopping.. sooner or later people are going to see thru you, you're walls are cracking under the pressure and you are starting to expose yourself.. I'm gonna keep that fuckin pressure on. if you thought yesterday was hellfire and brimstone, I'm not done with you yet. just wait for what comes next.. as expected you made it into a fuckin circus and manipulated things... I'm good at that too. and i don't wait around asking for answers from others.. I walk right up to those people and force them to listen to me and answer me. I know I'm intimidating and I know how to have my voice heard and throw a fucking punch... i know how to take a punch to the face plenty too. You bought time, that's fucking it. this is the long road and a battle that will continue... that's clear.. But I'm not worried about the battle. This is a war. It's your move now, Bitch. it's clear you intend this to never fucking end, and some of your Words will haunt you, I have no problem selling everything I own for that child and spending every last fucking dollar and borrowing more if it was to come to that, but to have you say that, that you won't spend anymore money on our son, that's the most fucking ridiculous thing you've ever said, you are just fucking scared that you're pathetic world is unraveling, and one day soon you're deception will be completely unraveled. it just shows how selfish and truly pathetic you are, and how this has always been about you, and never him. Enjoy being a greedy Cunt, this will be a week long remebered... even if he is never told the finer details. This may never completely end, but we got close this week, closer than you want to comprehend, and you fucking damn well know it.. Now, you're going to feel some fucking heat. This is going to end, and Not in any fucking place you're going to like it.

Current Mood: Pissed Off.

War is nothing more than organized insanity. That's why crazy and unexpected tactics work most of the time. When they don't, we won't live to tell about it.

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