Just because I have made peace with things doesn’t mean that I have forgotten, or forgotten the toll that your actions have caused my mental health. I know exactly who and what we are. I made peace with you for my own sanity. There was no other reason. Not at the end of the day. I was just sick of fighting’s. My whole life has been a battle. You were just another bloodied chapter in it.
It does get easier to be numb and step away from you every time you come and go. I do have other things and adventures to do in my life.
You’re not the only one I won’t acknowledge as part of my daily life. You are just the one that I will always answer the telephone call for and I won’t completely cut out of my life. Anyone else tries to take advantage they are gone and they are done. I don’t even fucking blink.
I am at peace and anyone that is drama in my fucking life is history. I only have time for my responsibilities and those that don’t make my life more difficult. That’s all there is now.
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