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No.


I put my foot down. I am no longer feeling like I’m being fucking used and taken advantage by anyone. I don’t need to be here. I don’t need to be anywhere. I don’t need to be fucking doing things for people that don’t appreciate or fucking understand why I say No. I’m done trying to be nice and understanding of anyone. I have my own problems and my own pain. I hurt constantly both physically and emotionally. If you think you are going to continue to use me, or be involved in my life and think that it’s all about you. You’re fucking wrong. 


I have things I need to do in this life that I keep putting aside and doing other things because it’s about others. I can walk away. I have before. It doesn’t matter who you are. It doesn’t matter which friendship it is anymore. I’m no one’s living emotional or financial crutch. I can’t support someone else’s lifestyle and not be able to take care of myself. That’s not only frustrating that’s not fucking fair.


I’ve made enough sacrifices in my life. It shouldn’t be a continual cycle. And if I lose a few people in my life over it. So be it. I’ve long since stopped caring. 

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