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Expendable Youth.


Phase one of planning in regards to fighting the antiquities of the social welfare network is complete, i will do for myself and then start looking into volunterring to deal with this absolute nonsense for other's in ontario specifically the bullshit and obviously racist and idiotic policies in this city we love and call hamilton. why does it seems that the goverment exsists to try and keep people under the thumb and politicize everything that they are trying to get people off social assiatance when the reality is that the inadequcy's of the system Keep people uneducated and unemployed and under the poverty line as a system of control. it's very interesting that almost every january in last few years i find myself at war with some element of the system, of course it's only natural when the very social controls that claim to help are the ones pinning everyone down, karma's a bitch and when I want to i can be a very dangerous person, of course this battle will be won with words and communication rather than arguments.

Current Mood: Militant.
The world needs anger. The world often continues to allow evil because it isn't angry enough.

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