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Happiness is!!!


Had an awesome little weekend with the little man, all he wanted to do was play with gen. 1 optimus... go figure it's a new transformers and it's not in the style the make them these days... he discovered he had two playmates his age that come to visit upstairs and spent some time friday and saturday morning hanging out with them, it's always a good thing when he's got company his own age and he was really well behaved and listened... jumping on the trampoline out in the back yard... i have a really good feeling about this place, i mean the dog's name is Tarot... that has to be a sign. I am really happy about a lot of things and that is a really good thing. Time to be the change i want to make in my life. gotta look at some options in terms of employment.

Current Mood: Happy.
Current Song: Take It on the run, REO Speedwagon
Happiness is not the absence of problems but the ability to deal with them.

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