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Faith.

Thank god i have my family and freinds to vent on and to listen to me when the world, my job and my ex are making me feel like the world is coming down on me, i don't believe in much but I do believe in them. it's very nice to know that when i am upset or pissed off i can find someone to listen to me out there or to read this blog and ask how I am doing, esp. when i get frustrating crap like having to go into work early because a client is being a crybaby about a bruise and wants to go to the hospital but after two hours of sitting at said hospital wants to come home, so guess who doesn't get to do much but wait up all night?it's nice to not feel like I'm not the only person in this world that's got issues you know. I am so thankful for my small social cirle and i wouldn't trade them, esp. the ones i am closest too for anything in this world.

Current Mood: Tired.
If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different....I'd rather be completely fucking mental.

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