you know that you are getting to a point in your life, when you decide that mindgames are enough and you need to deal with shit head on rather than being the silent partner and trusting someone who lies to you for her own agenda because she works for the school board and wants our child to be perfect, you are trying to control him the same way you tried to control me, and he has way too much of his father in him, its really interesting how you tell me to observe and think and try and figure out some strategies for our son, what i see is a child that is afriad to go to school because some kid is picking on him and breadboxing him everyday as well as constantly kicking him, but of course, dealing with that is secondary to making me miserable, you really want to keep me at arms length which is sad because im always going to be there, I wonder if you ever thought to notice, but he is my first born, and my only child, none of that matters to you tho, because he is a possession and when he doesnt act the way you expect you get angry, i will be taking a more active role with school and i will persue it legally if i have to... i dont think you liked the fact i said i will be coming in once a week to take him for a late snack or dinner once a week, i have nothing to hide Im transparent, of course a slut like you might have something to hide if i ended up in town after school once a week, you know a teacher might mention concerns about your behaviour, mental state, drug addictions, alcoholism, etc. i am really fucking glad that we are no longer together because whoever you thought you were back in 2000 you never were that person, this dark nasty and mean control freak you are now is always the person youve been, i was more of the free spirit back then and i let you control me and i didn't notice it as much but looking back I can definitely see it... you have a need to control everything and meanwhile i live only by my own rules and i am teaching my son the same without teaching him to question authority which he will do all on his own when he is old enough, esp. yours...but hes gonna grow up a free spirit just like me, i just hope you dont give him a shitload of emotional baggage like you have so freely given me. do you really hate me that fucking much...Current Mood: Angry.
Do not teach your children never to be angry; teach them how to be angry.
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