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Shattered Glass II

Nothing like sitting around all morning and just chilling out with my kid and watching cartoons, thereès not much more of a joy in life than to have him chilling out and being himself, i really hope he doesnt ever grow up too fast because he is such a wonderful little spirit.... kinda like me, theres a spark in his eyes that should never have to go out, regardless of anything he is the only reason i have for being here and working at the job i hate, because it means we get to do things like Hockey games,Football, wrestling, disney on ice etc.. and it means i can afford to give him things in life that i never had... if you ever wondered why i buy major electronics for him for the holidays like kinect and his dsi its because i have to budget months in advance for his birthday... but most of the time the rest of the year hes satisfied with a 2 dollar hot wheel over the choice of getting a 10 to 15 dollar transformer.... tell me how many kids in this materialist day and age and are like that..

Current Mood: Happy.
Current Music: Unforgiven, Metallice.
Childhood is the most beautiful of all life's seasons.

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