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Bulldogs.

Gotta love taking my son to a hockey game and him being upset about the outcome of the game because the bulldogs didnt win agianst the marlies, its funny but he was seriously upset because he really likes the bulldogs logo, he had a great time and its nice to do little things like that with him because these are the memories hes going to have when he grows up, just like my mom and dad sending me to see monster trucks and stuff , these are the things that my little man will remeber, and esp. look fondly on.

Current Mood: Happy.
While we try to teach our children all about life, our children teach us what life is all about.

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