Yes at this point It's an uphill battle connecting with the services I need and constant phone tag with people that don't find the defining moment of my life important, but you know what I have been in their position before and I do understand that what is the entire world to me is only part of their daily job, so i do endure the constant phone tag and missed connections and phone calls, because if for only a moment if things finally go right and the way they should 6 months to a year from now things will be back to normal or at least a little better, i could sit around in apathy and be bitter but instead i am chasing these people, I am trying to make things right and showing an effort towards getting things done... The dark part of my life and my soul can't destroy the light forever, the dark person i left behind over ten years ago can't either... I would not be waging this battle battle except for one innocent soul, you would have been a dead memory in my past otherwise, long forgotten.. but this is my life and there are now second chances so i am making every chess movement i can, i am playing every card, I am Stacking the deck, it takes time, it takes patience and it takes endurance, but it needs to be done and I will prevail at the end.Current Mood: Determination.
I'd rather die my way than live yours
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