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The War XXV: Tactical Error/Intimidation.

Give me a minute, I'm good. Give me an hour, I'm great. Give me six months, I'm unbeatable.

Today may have been a tactical error in bringing in someone who's not exactly the most brilliant person in the world to explain her case, but it was a tactical decision we made and I'll stand by it... esp. if first thing in the morning i can prove she is lying on the stand or better yet exaggerating, of course there was more than one tactical error but i am completely fine with the other one.. I know anywhere on this planet i share oxygen with her i am a fucking intimidating force, I know you are deathly afraid of me, it's why you are a coward, I don't fear you, only what you have done. i should have stayed to deal with you being hostile and crazy like your behavior suggests, but i am the better man and left to show that i was better man, If i can keep my cool under pressure and go with the game plan and expose her, I'll be fine... I've had three years to prepare for this. I know exactly where my thought processes are and exactly what i need to say. I have no fear of any fucking question I'm going to be asked and i have no fear of any surprises that might be introduced. this is a war, I will not let my son become a casualty of the fact she is an evil vindictive and selfish bitch that used the system to not only destroy my relationship with my child but also destroy my career, that's funny... i am the fucking phoenix that rises from the fire..burn me to shreds i don't care... i will come back stronger... I've already seen the fires of hell because of what you have and are making me endure... the end of my life holds no secrets for me... other than the fact if i am damned I will see you burn in hell for your sins... you should read Dante's inferno once or twice, there's a special place for people like you.. but i am very glad you are and you remain afraid of me... because I don't fear this battle, I don't fear you and i don't fear the people you choose to hide behind... this is part of the end of the story, this is how things are ending.. good or bad i am prepared for that, but I'm not backing down and I am not afraid of any of this.. what I am and always have been is ANGRY. the best part about today is some of the other individvual. showed their cards and are afraid of me, they do have answer for destroying a life.. it just does not end her for them and they know that... they know exactly how every movement made is going to affect the case ongoing, destroying a man's life over fucking vapour trails and my childhood, expect vengance, expect retribution, faciliate taking my son away for three fucking years? as i said I am afraid but not of her, not of them, esp. not of them. I am ANGRY.

Current Mood: Angry.

Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.

You work for the devil, you better be ready to die for him.

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