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At War With the System...

If you want to control someone, all you have to do is to make them feel afraid.

One can judge the seriousness of a threat by the character and tenacity of its opposition.

The ones who hate me the most are the ones who don't scare me.


Do i look like someone who could ever be Intimidated or threatened? I'm the fucking threatening one, that's how that plays out, you don't come into my or my loved one's home and threaten me over something i have already proven to be innocent of, I have only one answer to that, and it is the threat of violence.. I have no question of that, you have taken the most Important person in my life away from me because of some selfish vindictive bitches nonsense and the fact that you can't deal with a fucking insane policy that anyone raised in care is damaged goods... But here's something... Yes the fucking system raised me... But guess what, The Children's Aid society of Toronto may have raised me but they also gave me a scholarship to go to school and were aware of exactly what i was going to do for a living... this is why when a fucking Podunk town like St. Catherine's or wherever decides to threaten me with their Children's aid's societies, it's a fucking joke and shows why these agencies need oversight and need to be accountable... because No one control's the hand if the finger's all act autonomously with no repressions... Child protection needs to be a fist, not a bunch of finger's playing piano... things need to be centralized and the rules need to apply to everyone not be picked and chosen for those that are deserving $$ and those that are not. I have not worked the last 20 years to have my career count for nothing... i will make change, i have no doubt of that, but I am not going to be threatened ever again by these mother fuckers in the system that's a fucking reality... I'm the one who is a threat, not them. you don't threaten me or my family ever, regardless of who they are.

Current Mood: Angry, Bitter.

Straightforwardness intimidates people. They prefer the veneer, despite what they claim.

There are two kinds of idiots - those who don't take action because they have received a threat, and those who think they are taking action because they have issued a threat.

I think, if you're going to kill a man, do it. Don't write him a letter about it. Don't bluster and threaten and put him on his guard.

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