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All I Need.


Motley Crue - You're All I Need (Official Music Video) - The most amazing bloopers are here
Nice to see that even tho i am working my ass off and trying to have child support by working 40-50 hours in the last little while and pay my fucking rent you can't bother to be civil about what you would like to do for march break, but it's not like I exactly expect intelligence from you, it's not like you're the mother of my child or anything, when he grows up a realizes i spent more time raising other's than raising him and realizes who was responsible for that It won't be me that our little person hates. i'm so not impressed by you lately, ignoring my phone calls and playing games, i've just had other things to consider so you've been relagated to the back of my mind, it's funny only this week i actually remebered that once upon a time we were happy together and had a little boy.. but that was a very long time ago... everything changes... I grunted when i was asked who you were, i responded a lousy memory that's all, i may have to love you because that feeling's never going to go away, you gave me a son.. but I don't have to like you.

Current Mood: Annoyed.
Mom hates dad, Dad hates mom, it all makes you feel so sad.

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