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The Last Castle

I'm a soldier. I'm made for war. Your kind simply... are not.

This is the last chess move, a deseprate act by a person who cannot fathom reality..., Family court is a never ending prison but i finally have the upper hand and you know it and so you are doing crazy stunts and moves to block the reality of the fact that no matter how long it takes, whatever it costs, i will never stop fighting, I will never back down, Deep down in your demon black heart.. You know eventually.. I will win... You will have to Kill me to Stop me, and you are simply not strong enough for that, you don't understand it's not about winning or losing, but when one chess move is countered by an insane motion of course i can see the forthcoming results... it's not about the winning the battle.. it's about watching you lose the war... you can try to destroy a person so much that he even doubts himself, but then that person stands over the abyss and embraces it and becomes something else, someone forged in fire... there have been times when I've let the anger and hatred consume me and drain me down the wrong roads of distraction, but for the most part i see the future clearly with clarity, with fire red anger and devotion to the only thing that has ever mattered in my life.. My son, this is the only thing that matters is doing the right thing.. and Even if i Face the fires of hell alone with no supports... I have no fear... I have NO one's strength to rely on but my own, Story of my fucking life... i just look Hell in the eye and say, C'mon bitch come get some... let's tango, i don't fear the bowel's of hell or eternal damnation i sure as hell don't fear you, we are at the end game... thursday is just your last desperate move, you're last castle... but then agian, In chess I play to win... and usually when someone is Deseperate enough to Castle... they are losing badly and exposing their King... i already know that you are the Black Queen so let's see where you're latest mistep takes us that much closer to Checkmate...

Current Mood:Angry.
How can two people hate so much without knowing each other?

Take a look at a castle. Any castle. Now break down the key elements that make it a castle. They haven't changed in a thousand years. 1: Location. A site on high ground that commands the territory as far as the eye can see. 2: Protection. Big walls, walls strong enough to withstand a frontal attack. 3: A garrison. Men who are trained and willing to kill. 4: A flag. You tell your men you are soldiers and that's your flag. You tell them nobody takes our flag. And you raise that flag so it flies high where everyone can see it. Now you've got yourself a castle. The only difference between this castle and all the rest is that they were built to keep people out. This castle is built to keep people in.

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