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The War XVII: Si Vis Pacem, Para Bellum...

Nothing like an unexpected game changer Dropped into your lap at the last second... I know how that bullshit feels, It's fucking satisfying to know that the exact same thing is finally happeneing to the other side of the equation and all of my enemies... and at this point i have no objection to stirring up the part.. I've always know that everyone else in the equation Fears me and those that support me.. but now that i have a game changed and it is because of the enemy's queen peice that the equation and the blind scales of justice have gravitated to my side? that's fucking statisfying...Just when you think you have all the answers, I change the questions. it's nice to be approaching both final battle's and knowing the angel's are on my side... well one Angel.. the one i am and always have been fighting for.. the only one that matters...

Current Mood: Determined.
The only way to win is to survive.

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