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The Chess Game II

He will win who, prepared himself, waits to take the enemy unprepared.

This is going to be where one of Us blinks... I've got no problem staring you down on a battlefield and offering you terms of surrender, Only thing is you need to know is that I never fucking will. This is a game, and I have always been the better fucking tactician and this move has been anticipated and I have planned for it. it's always going to come down to the person who manipulate the pieces on the chess board better, we've been playing this game for far too long. the difference is, I know how to play the game and you don't. I prepare for every strategy. Never forget who taught you how to play the game, Trust me I haven't. There is only way this game ends and it will not be in another stalemate. it's too late for that option. you are running out of time and options and this is you boxed into a corner and it's only a matter of moves and actions before the game ends. and from start to finish it's been about one thing, Protecting the little King, you would do well to remember that, even as the Queen has the most power on the board, it's not her interests that need to be protected, In chess, you protect you're King. and I will do my best to do what i feel is right for my little one... you've placed us where we are right now... not me... it's been five goddamn years of anger and hatred on both sides, there is not a fucking question about that, but here, Now? this is where the game ends.... and it will end on my terms one way or another. prepare yourself for that outcome, because it's the Only one left. you're at the end of the game... let's Finish it... But it's gonna be on my terms... no matter what you have convinced yourself of otherwise. This is a Chess game, but there are only so many moves left to play, and before long, you do find yourself trapped.... that's why a smart man thinks 6 moves ahead and prepares for every eventuality, that's why I know exactly where we are right now and I am planning according and you don't, let's see what your next move is. I'm Waiting.

Current Mood: Determined.

The whole secret lies in confusing the enemy, so that he cannot fathom our real intent.

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